cadenzamuse: Cross-legged girl literally drawing the world around her into being (Default)
a real bisexual alien blast ([personal profile] cadenzamuse) wrote in [community profile] tothehilltops 2011-03-03 03:55 pm (UTC)

Re: honesty among friends

Thank you, Angel. :)

We are engaged but not technically engaged. As in--we decided in November that we want to get married, and have been working off of that presumption (finding a wedding date, beginning pre-marital counseling). Tom asked me to keep it under wraps so that he could do a more traditional surprise-with-ring and we could call everyone and squee and share joy then.

This worked...sort of...for two months, before I broke down and told Tom, "I HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE. THERE ARE ALL THESE BIG LIFE CHANGES AND FEARS I HAVE, AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SHARE THEM IS CUTTING ME OFF FROM EVERYONE I LOVE." And Tom went, "Oh, duh, that makes sense."

So you will still get a squealy phone call when Tom proposes, with ring, but in the meantime, we know we are getting married, and I have this time to talk with my sisters less about wedding planning and more about fears and struggles and joys of the process of joining our lives together.

Make sense?

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